
Selasa, 18 Januari 2011
babies :)

Jumat, 14 Januari 2011
life is damn, so buzzzz
Who’s gonna be mad?
Who’s gonna be angry?
People were born to do what their have to do, some people maybe understand what their purpose to life some people? Maybe they don’t
There is maybe there are some people same doing things again and again and again, what their real thing???? Nothing
Tell me something about what you’re feeling of being alone? Some people needs to feel that way, some people need the other way, it’s up to you to chose
Ok let’s we preview again
Who’s do you meet everyday?
I thinks the first is yourself, when you woke up in the morning you’ll see your self, standing in front of the mirror see messy hair, see the messy face, stinky, and everything around you is messed up. Then you’ll look shining thing, the bright one is the sun was shining in the sky every you’re eyes wide open (thanks to god you can still see the sun shining).
Then you look out the window there are dew in every green leaf, there maybe some bees fly away in one of the flower…. Feel the wind glow so soft, we can feel it but we can’t hold it :D
I used to wake up at 8 or 9 o’clock and I know it’s too late to wake up (for girl like me), then I’ll see a dirty clothes in my pink, gosh!!! I have to wash it ;p
Until wash it, what next??? Hmmmm maybe laptop it’s the next target for me, I’ll open it and play the game YEAY!!!
Do you heard a weird???? No?? ok let’s go
Next usually I will looking at the room next door (cause I’m in dorm) see? She’s already waking up. Then I will clean my room floor, yeahh there so many messed hair not just one but many. What next?? I don’t know maybe grab some food….. for me I will back to my laptop again and write something, see a movie, playing some song, play the game or what???
For other maybe there are will met their boyfriend, yeah because I don’t have boyfriends (in my life, started I’m born until now, I hope it’s not gonna be forever, YAKS!!!!) well I used to be alone, I like lonely ask me, maybe there’s me that knowing how to handle this loneliness, no one can get it, no one can know how to do it…. I’m usually in this situation :D
Sometimes I was thought that the world is unfair (who’s with me?) yeah I always think about it “THAT THE WORLD IS NEVER UNFAIR” but who know? Sooner or latter my destiny will bring it in!
Minggu, 09 Januari 2011
home always home

ahhh rasanya mau ngulang mimpi tadi malem, kalo aku boleh *emang boleh kayaknya* nangis dah sekarang jga, aku pengen pulang ya ALLAH..... ahhh pengen ketemu mamah, papah, lintang, mba lina, mba yuan, de eki dan semuanya...... pengen rasanya dimarahin lagi, naik sepeda ama temen-temen ke laut, main ama mereka lagi :'(
aku tau keadaan akan berubah, jagan kan menunggu sebulan atau setahu, 1 menit kedepan juga keadaan akan berubah, dan kita gk tau apa perubahan itu....... tapi satu hal yang gk mau aku rubah, keadaan rumah..... karena cuman dirumahlah aku bisa ngelakuin apa ja, gk ada yang ngelarang hehehehhe :D
satu lagi kalo aku muterin lagunya Daughtry yang home pasti keinget ama rumah ku..... unyu unyu unyu :D
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
Jumat, 07 Januari 2011
fake smile
everybody's have fake smile
what fake's smile? it hurts? it joy? or what???
i think everybody in this world have it, including me of course no one can't resist it....
fake smile doesn't mean you devil (even truly you are an evil) hahah :D
orang-orang di sekelilingmu pasti punya fake smile, bo'ong kalo gk da namanya juga manusia hahaha
jangan berlaga A kalo kamu pengen B
ahhh ngelantur udah ahhh BYE :DD
Kamis, 06 Januari 2011
what the hell lyrics :D
You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me, you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell
What... what... what... What the hell?
So what if I go out on a million dates (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong. I just need some time to play-ay (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell
La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...
La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell
La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la
Minggu, 02 Januari 2011
silly bandz i wanna
happy new year 2011
tapi menurutku tahun baru ganti kalender, hehehe ya yang pentingkan manusianya atau lebih ke personalnya bagaimana dia menyikapi tahun 2011 ini, kalo individunya sama aja ya yaya begitu hehhehe *ngelantur*
mungkin banyak duantara kalian yang bikin resolusi, tepatnya resolusi tahun baru apa yang ingin kita capai dan lakukan di tahun 2011 ini?? hayo apa???
kalo aku mungkin simple tapi gk mau muluk-muluk dan gk mau sesumbar *sama aja ya* hehehe
my resolusi --> "gk numpuk tugas" bisa gk ya??? aduhh ini sih sifat malas yang musti dihilangkan. tugas itu bikin pusing tujuh keliling apalagi tugas kelompok capek deh -____-" bikin jengkel!
anyway udah ah marah-marahnya :DDDD
"semoga ditahun ini resolusi yang kita buat tercapai, amien semoga kita menjadi orang yang lebih baik, semangat dan terus berdoa"
people who?

kata-kata bijak mengenai orang yang ada disekitar kita :
"Sometimes friends become enemies, but what worst is when they become strangers." -Hayley Williams (paramore)
"Wish I could be part of that world" –Ariel (The Little Mermaid)
"It's okay for your friends to flirt and have some fun. It doesn't mean they're going to abandon you" –Chanel (Cheetah Girls)
"Friends and Family is all you are. I'd be lost without mine" - jack (all time low)
"I never knew where I came from, but I always knew where I belonged" –Mowgli (The Jungle Book)
"kita gk bisa memilih orang yang akan hadir dalam hidup kita" -myself
kita terus berjumpa dengan orang-orang baru, baik buruk, atau hal lain yang akna kita jumpai, kita bahakan tidak tau akan apa yang terjadi besok, atau 5 jam kemudian, karena semuanya misteri.
*udah ah ngelanturnya, bye*
karena teori itu mudah tapi prakteknya susah *mytheory*