twelve

ahhh RUMAHHHHHHH!!! yeah, kangen banget ama suasana rumah euy! huh! padahal malam ini lagi kena down feelingisasi (katanya) hehehe kenapa? rawr malam ini kesel aja ama mamah ma papah huhft! ahhh lanjut... suasana rumah hmmmm kenapa??

pertama, kalo dirumah pagi-pagi (ya paling telat jam 7an lah kao bangun) udah di bangunin ama keponakan, huh! ya nangis lah, ngerekeklah, nyariin sepatu lah. belum lagi dibangunin ama de eki, anak sepupuku yang lucu. pasti langsung bangun deh!

kedua, abis bangun pasti disuruh makan! makanan udah ada di meja makan, tinggal ambil aja :D

ketiga, semau persediaan ada, mau apa terserah mau lakuin apa terserah, jungkir balik juga boleh hehehe :p

keempat, main! hahaha gk akan pernah bosen. biasanya main ama the dreamer kalo mereka lagi pada pulang juga, atau ke laut bareng Aconk, Dita... atau sekedar main aja malem-malem di rumah Dita sambil ngobrol :) yippi

kelima, bisa liat tv sepuasnya! yaiyalah orang kalo di rumah remote tv yang pegang musti aku! hehehe makannya sering diejek ama papah mukanya kotak, padahal bulet :o hohoho

keenam, bisa maen ke rumah sodara! yeay beli jajanan yang disuka terserah apa mauku

ketujuh, ke komplek! kalo sore biasanya ke komplek disuruh bersihin rumah atau sekedar main (dikarenakan ada siomay yang mantap disini) hehehe :D belum lagi channel tvnya ! HBO! mantappp disney juga :p

kedelapan, bisa liat bola sesuka jidat! hmm maknyussss, kalo disini kan susah liat bola kalo teriak, bisa-bisa ditimpukin lagi, hehehe di rumah? wahh mau lari karena gol kek, mau teriak karena menang kek, mau marah karena kalah kek! yang penting euforianya ada! hehehe

kesembilan, jalan-jalan ama keluarga! nah itu tuh yang kudu dan wajib, ya walaupun cuman sekedar pergi bareng-bareng buat beli keperluan rumah trus udah tapi mantap!

kesepuluh, nongkrong depan rumah om! ihiyyyyyy dibawah pohon mangga, walah udah ditebang belum ya? (soalnya pas pulang terakhir kemaren katanya mau ditebang) huhuhu :'( gk adem sejuk sunyi lagi deh :o

kesebelas, my family (bukannya menterakhirkan) tapi emang pas bikin list gk urut, ntar takut lupa I LOVE MY FAMILY FULL!

keduabelas, ehh malah ada yang keduabelas nih hehehe nyanyi sekenceng-kencengnya, di kamar malam-malam, gk da yang protes! (gk tau kenapa) mungkin suaraku *maaf* bagus kaleee hahah GUBRAK!

hmmm mungkin itu 12 hal yang bikin aku kangen rumah, home i'm coming back soon :D

babies :)

BABIESSSSSSSS eits bukan bayi biasa hahaha, tadi baru aja aku liat film babies, gk kebayang deh gimana lucunya cerita para bayi-bayi ini. Ponijao dari Nimbia, Bayar dari Mongolia, Mari dari Jepang dan Hattie dari Amerika. Film dokumenter arahan sutradara Thomas Balmes ini menceritakan emapt bayi yang berbeda asal, budaya, bahasa dari lahir sampai mereka bisa berjalan. sepanjang cerita kamu bakalan ketawa dan pasti ngakak. jadi inget ama masa kecil kita tentunya, hmmmm cocok ditonton buat semua umur, asal didampingi orang tua ya :D

life is damn, so buzzzz

Who’s gonna be mad?

Who’s gonna be angry?

People were born to do what their have to do, some people maybe understand what their purpose to life some people? Maybe they don’t

There is maybe there are some people same doing things again and again and again, what their real thing???? Nothing

Tell me something about what you’re feeling of being alone? Some people needs to feel that way, some people need the other way, it’s up to you to chose

Ok let’s we preview again

Who’s do you meet everyday?

I thinks the first is yourself, when you woke up in the morning you’ll see your self, standing in front of the mirror see messy hair, see the messy face, stinky, and everything around you is messed up. Then you’ll look shining thing, the bright one is the sun was shining in the sky every you’re eyes wide open (thanks to god you can still see the sun shining).

Then you look out the window there are dew in every green leaf, there maybe some bees fly away in one of the flower…. Feel the wind glow so soft, we can feel it but we can’t hold it :D

I used to wake up at 8 or 9 o’clock and I know it’s too late to wake up (for girl like me), then I’ll see a dirty clothes in my pink, gosh!!! I have to wash it ;p

Until wash it, what next??? Hmmmm maybe laptop it’s the next target for me, I’ll open it and play the game YEAY!!!

Do you heard a weird???? No?? ok let’s go

Next usually I will looking at the room next door (cause I’m in dorm) see? She’s already waking up. Then I will clean my room floor, yeahh there so many messed hair not just one but many. What next?? I don’t know maybe grab some food….. for me I will back to my laptop again and write something, see a movie, playing some song, play the game or what???

For other maybe there are will met their boyfriend, yeah because I don’t have boyfriends (in my life, started I’m born until now, I hope it’s not gonna be forever, YAKS!!!!) well I used to be alone, I like lonely ask me, maybe there’s me that knowing how to handle this loneliness, no one can get it, no one can know how to do it…. I’m usually in this situation :D

Sometimes I was thought that the world is unfair (who’s with me?) yeah I always think about it “THAT THE WORLD IS NEVER UNFAIR” but who know? Sooner or latter my destiny will bring it in!

home always home

ya Allh tadi malam aku mimpiin keluarga aku, ngumpul bareng dan becanda bareng ama mba lina, mba yuan, de eki dan semuanya, bagiku mimpi itu nyata banget hehehehe *plak!!!* ehhhhhhh cuman mimpi liat jam jam 6 matiin alarm tidur lagi tett jam 7 matiin lagi tidur lagi..... prettttt jam 8 matiin lagi tidur lagi ehhhhhh jam 10 lebih ahhh bangun aja deh... mandi dan seterusnya makan ol *biasa kerjaan sehari-hari gk beda-beda jauh dari kegiatan itu.

ahhh rasanya mau ngulang mimpi tadi malem, kalo aku boleh *emang boleh kayaknya* nangis dah sekarang jga, aku pengen pulang ya ALLAH..... ahhh pengen ketemu mamah, papah, lintang, mba lina, mba yuan, de eki dan semuanya...... pengen rasanya dimarahin lagi, naik sepeda ama temen-temen ke laut, main ama mereka lagi :'(

aku tau keadaan akan berubah, jagan kan menunggu sebulan atau setahu, 1 menit kedepan juga keadaan akan berubah, dan kita gk tau apa perubahan itu....... tapi satu hal yang gk mau aku rubah, keadaan rumah..... karena cuman dirumahlah aku bisa ngelakuin apa ja, gk ada yang ngelarang hehehehhe :D

satu lagi kalo aku muterin lagunya Daughtry yang home pasti keinget ama rumah ku..... unyu unyu unyu :D

Home by Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

fake smile

WARNING : TRASH TREAT :P

everybody's have fake smile

what fake's smile? it hurts? it joy? or what???

i think everybody in this world have it, including me of course no one can't resist it....
fake smile doesn't mean you devil (even truly you are an evil) hahah :D

orang-orang di sekelilingmu pasti punya fake smile, bo'ong kalo gk da namanya juga manusia hahaha
jangan berlaga A kalo kamu pengen B

ahhh ngelantur udah ahhh BYE :DD

what the hell lyrics :D

akhirnya lagu perdana Avril dari album ke-empatnya keluar juga YEAY!!!

Avril LAvigne - What The Hell

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me, you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

What... what... what... What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong. I just need some time to play-ay (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...
La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la

silly bandz i wanna

bracelet bracelet bracelet!!! fashion yang satu ini gk bakalan ada matinya, terus berinovasi...... nah sekarang-sekarang ini aku lagi pengen bracelet SILLY BANDZ (i don't know why tey named silly on their brand??, but some kinda funny huh?) ini picnya :

lucu kan?? bentuknya itu lohhhhh bermacam-macam

this silly bandz things........... i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna i wannnnnaa :D

happy new year 2011

wahhh aku kelupaan ngepost masalah tahun baru... sebenernya apa sih spesialnya tahun baru?? yaaa.. yang aku suka dari tahun baru itu kembang apinya :D hehehhehe explode in the night sky :D

tapi menurutku tahun baru ganti kalender, hehehe ya yang pentingkan manusianya atau lebih ke personalnya bagaimana dia menyikapi tahun 2011 ini, kalo individunya sama aja ya yaya begitu hehhehe *ngelantur*

mungkin banyak duantara kalian yang bikin resolusi, tepatnya resolusi tahun baru apa yang ingin kita capai dan lakukan di tahun 2011 ini?? hayo apa???

kalo aku mungkin simple tapi gk mau muluk-muluk dan gk mau sesumbar *sama aja ya* hehehe
my resolusi --> "gk numpuk tugas" bisa gk ya??? aduhh ini sih sifat malas yang musti dihilangkan. tugas itu bikin pusing tujuh keliling apalagi tugas kelompok capek deh -____-" bikin jengkel!

anyway udah ah marah-marahnya :DDDD

"semoga ditahun ini resolusi yang kita buat tercapai, amien semoga kita menjadi orang yang lebih baik, semangat dan terus berdoa"

people who?

semua orang pasti merasakan hal yang sama disaat tertentu, semua orang pasti mempunyai rasa sakit, kesepian, kangen, rindu, jatuh cinta dan sebaginya. semua orang pasti akan bertemu dengan orang-orang baru, siapapun itu, dimanapun, kapanpun kita gk bakalan pernah tau apa yang udah di takdirkan oleh yang maha kuasa.

kata-kata bijak mengenai orang yang ada disekitar kita :

"Sometimes friends become enemies, but what worst is when they become strangers." -Hayley Williams (paramore)

"Wish I could be part of that world" –Ariel (The Little Mermaid)

"It's okay for your friends to flirt and have some fun. It doesn't mean they're going to abandon you" –Chanel (Cheetah Girls)

"Friends and Family is all you are. I'd be lost without mine" - jack (all time low)

"I never knew where I came from, but I always knew where I belonged" –Mowgli (The Jungle Book)

"kita gk bisa memilih orang yang akan hadir dalam hidup kita" -myself

kita terus berjumpa dengan orang-orang baru, baik buruk, atau hal lain yang akna kita jumpai, kita bahakan tidak tau akan apa yang terjadi besok, atau 5 jam kemudian, karena semuanya misteri.

*udah ah ngelanturnya, bye*

karena teori itu mudah tapi prakteknya susah *mytheory*